Live Sept 2021 - first half

Live trading reality started to take over,  fear and greed were at the forefront of my mind. I become myopic I just wanted to get out as soon as the trade was on. There was this 1 trade I was considering getting out with a loss then I looked closer and realized somehow the account had switched back to sim. I instantly felt at ease and let it hit the target eventually. Reluctantly I have to go back to sim and will try to merge the sim trading mind with the live trading somehow. As the graphs below illustrate market had not changed but my mind had changed not for the better when I switched to the live environment.

Sim Sept 2021 - second half